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Originally Posted by houdinihuddo
I have teared up writing about one of the most inspiration people anyone could be privileged to know.
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HH, I can understand your emotions re Crimmins.
I was asking my father about him on the weekend and he clouded over. I remember my grandmother - his mother - used to tear-up when the Little Fella was mentioned. His name and the 1976 flag were always associated with sadness for me; a sadness that pervaded through the club and continues to be felt to this day. My father and grandmother’s reactions, even your post HH, are proof of that.
The Crimmin’s legacy is compounded by his heart-wrenching omission for the 1975 Grand Final. But something immense was forged that Grand Final Day in 1976 – where the combined will of great champions responded to the heart-felt words of a legendary coach and ‘won it for the Little Fella’. While the sadness was/is profound, the Hawthorn spirit was infused with that of its dying leader that day in September. That legacy lives on to this day.
I was a young fella in 1975-76, and therefore, I have no memory of seeing Crimmins play. I know I did though. Yet for as long as I can remember, I felt like I knew the Crimmin’s story . Unfortunately, for me though Crimmins was always dead or dying, never playing footy – I’m just of that era, I guess.
I do remember the 1976 Grand Final Day though, because my family flew back into the country to watch the hawks play. To explain: my father’s work had shunted the family on an around-the-world trip at the start of 1976, which was supposed to last for the whole year. But as the reports of the Hawk’s great season coupled with Crimmin’s declining health gradually filtered through, Dad started making plans to get back. He didn’t have to convince Mum too hard though, as she was starting to crack it living in hotels while he swanned around.
We left London - flying back on British Airways I think - and landed on Grand Final Day. My memory is probably fallible here, but we went directly from the airport to the MCG (mum headed home with my brother), where my grandmother was waiting for us with tickets.
The spectacle was overwhelming for a jet-lagged young tacker like me. The game itself was a blur. To be honest I thought I had scant few memories, but Rusty’s account stirred visions of Knights and Mathews. Anyway, we won. I remember that.
I also remember going down into the rooms after the game, lots of hugging and Dad buying me a Weg poster on the way home. That poster stayed on my bedroom wall for years, and along with the Crimmins’ sadness, were constant reminders of that game. One faded, the other just continued to grow.
As the years went by, there were constant reminders of the ‘Little Fella’. For one of my father’s birthdays my grandmother gave him Peter Knight’s book, ‘Knight in Shining Armour’. It contained a very sad chapter about the death of Crimmins, including that iconic photo taken around Crimmin’s bed. It was, to my young eyes, a very sad photo. Unjust. It shows a grinning, healthy Peter Knights with his beaming teammates holding the Premiership Cup. They are gathered around a gravely ill Crimmins who looks like he’d staggered out of a concentration camp; a desiccated husk of man.
My father used to tell me stories about Peter Crimmins. He also told me about how Crimmin’s number was retired. To which I invariably asked him, ‘will they retire other numbers when players die?’ His reply was always something along the lines of, "no, that's just for Crimmo". He would also tell me that, “if one of his sons plays for us… that’s the only way you’ll see the number 5 on the back of a Hawthorn jumper, son.”
Crimmin’s had that effect on people - well he did on my dad. And obviously on you too, HH.
I carry the sadness, but I also know that it made our club stronger. While playing, Crimmins inspired his teammates. When he was fighting for his life, his courage inspired not only his teammates to win the 1976 flag, but many others too. And in death, Crimmins continues to inspire our club.
While I have nascent memories of Crimmens and this era, and many of the posters on this board might have only heard his name, it's important to know the place he holds in our club's history. That's what these threads are all about. Because Premierships, like clubs are built on people.
As a postscript: my father was very pleased when Andy Collins wore the number 5. He thought the Little Fella would of liked Collins, and the way he played the game.