Stuffed up big time today. Reinitiated contact with a person that brings me down. Didn’t take them long to drag me down. I should know better. Went out and brought my first packet of cigarettes since the new year. Looking at buying some scotch to drink. Haven’t had drink in over a week, haven’t smoked in over 3 weeks. Been walking/running 20km in the past 2. So today feels as if I’ve wasted all that time.
Maybe subconsciously I was looking for an excuse to go back to old habits. Note to self stay away from toxic people, no matter how hot they are!
On a positive note, tomorrow is another day. A chance to start over, enjoy the scotch and cigs tonight, don’t beat myself up over it!
Learn. The future is bright.
Maybe subconsciously I was looking for an excuse to go back to old habits. Note to self stay away from toxic people, no matter how hot they are!
On a positive note, tomorrow is another day. A chance to start over, enjoy the scotch and cigs tonight, don’t beat myself up over it!
Learn. The future is bright.