I was a voracious reader as a kid because my father beat me and I had no friends.You must stop reading books, or has this one experience already put you off it?
Only problem is I was actively discouraged. English teacher told me to stop reading Kerouac. Science teacher laughed when I told him I read Chariots of the gods.
All I had left was dads stash of Hustler magazines out the back of the garage. That publication turned me into a fervent supporter of free speech.