Honestly what should i do?
I'm down about $2,700. I'm finding it really hard to accept this. Not trolling too.
How can i turn away? I want to get that money back.
I constantly think about it.
I start off with logical thinking earlier in the week (see my earlier posts) but then i go full ****** and find myself loading up on teams and making stupid bets. **** sakes.
You walk away. that money is gone. You'd be lucky to make that back in the entire rest of the season even if you could trust yourself to be sensible, which you know you can't.
You walk away, you prove to yourself you have the discipline to not make a single bet for the rest of the season.
Then next year if you want to you come back here and you ask about how to regulate your betting and I'm sure people will give you some advice. But that advice will do nothing this year until you gain that self control by walking away.