We all know you can play, you have shown us you can tear a defence apart (Re Geelong), we have seen you take great pack marks, we have seen you put your body on the line and we have seen you attack the ball with ferocity.
My question to you is, where has all that gone?
You are 6 ft 8, a massive unit and agile for a man of your height so stop thinking too much about everything and just get out there and grab the damn pill. You have advantages other players would kill for so what is stopping you?
Yes I know it isn't easy but would you rather be stuck in an office doing crap work like most of us because that's where you're heading if you don't extract the digit and achieve what we all know you can do.
Good god man what the **** are you waiting for????