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GG.exe said:
Older depression -- I put so much time/effort into life, yet nothing worked, or eventually failed, I'm at a dead-end, there are no more opportunities, the world is shrunken, I can't drag myself thru decades of boredom/loneliness/poorness.
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nailed it
 
I think with me I am getting to the point where I find it exhausting to keep everyone happy. Got to keep the partner happy, got to keep Mum happy, Dad happy, got to make sure I attend family gatherings to keep everyone happy, got to keep my friends happy, got to keep work happy, got to keep clients happy. It never ends. And then if I don't keep them happy I feel guilty. Christmas is approaching and I am exhausted just thinking about it. Got to be with Mum for the afternoon, got to travel and be with Dad for the night and overnight. Got to make sure that I see certain friends over that period. Got to go out to a family dinner a few weeks before Christmas for relatives that are away over Christmas. Got brothers wedding soon after the new year, where I will have to put on a fake smile for all of the family yet again. I love my family but I would love to be able to skip the wedding AND Christmas. That's how bad it is. My brother is one of these "ants" as someone on the previous page summed up nicely. Proposed, bought a house, got the stock standard golden retriever, kids to follow soon. I don't even think he likes her, he's just doing the marriage thing because all of his friends are. He hasn't done any traveling at all. Has been interstate twice in his 30 odd years. Is that really living? I am planning my 15th overseas holiday with friends. It is what I look forward to most in life. But I need to somehow get through Christmas and the wedding first which makes me drop my shoulders every time I think about it.
 

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tigertigertiger said:
Roots sent me broke
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Did you know, when you're down and out, depressed and most people think you're no good. It's always a poor person that helps you back up out of kindnesses and compassion.

Wannabe's and rich pricks only help you when there is something in it for them and will destroy you if you look like reaching or surpassing them. More often than not, your own family is the most guilty offenders.

There is absolutely no shame in being poor, it is in fact an honor. Because you are truley living.

So keep on blowing all that cash on roots, it's living the dream.
 
little graham said:
Did you know, when you're down and out, depressed and most people think you're no good. It's always a poor person that helps you back up out of kindnesses and compassion.

Wannabe's and rich pricks only help you when there is something in it for them and will destroy you if you look like reaching or surpassing them. More often than not, your own family is the most guilty offenders.

There is absolutely no shame in being poor, it is in fact an honor. Because you are truley living.

So keep on blowing all that cash on roots, it's living the dream.
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Been doing that for a long , long time. I'll tell you now, it's not living the dream!

Totally agree that wannabe's and rich pricks only help when there is something in it for them, so so so true ! My brother is one of those types of people!
 
little graham said:
On a serious note benchwarmer5

If you've ever had discussions with exceptionally high iq'd geniuses stoned, you here the passion in their pronunciation of monumental words. A passion and an understanding altered by pot. They simply love articulating the intelligence and empathy that comes with being stoned.
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Have you smoked any ?
 
tigertigertiger said:
Totally agree that wannabe's and rich pricks only help when there is something in it for them, so so so true ! My brother is one that person!
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Awareness is the first step towards change in yourself.

Think of your brother as a gift. Through him you can spot the dickheads and fake wannabe's easier. He's taught you valuable lessons, time to apply that knowledge. He's helped you better take care of yourself and also others. You should be able to see others like you. One act of kindness or empathy can be all it takes to change a life.


Now i'm suppose to say something funny to lighten things up a bit.
 

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little graham said:
Did you know, when you're down and out, depressed and most people think you're no good. It's always a poor person that helps you back up out of kindnesses and compassion.

Wannabe's and rich pricks only help you when there is something in it for them and will destroy you if you look like reaching or surpassing them. More often than not, your own family is the most guilty offenders.

There is absolutely no shame in being poor, it is in fact an honor. Because you are truley living.

So keep on blowing all that cash on roots, it's living the dream.
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I don't agree with a lot of wot you say but fukkk i find it funny
 
little graham said:
Awareness is the first step towards change in yourself.

Think of your brother as a gift. Through him you can spot the dickheads and fake wannabe's easier. He's taught you valuable lessons, time to apply that knowledge. He's helped you better take care of yourself and also others. You should be able to see others like you. One act of kindness or empathy can be all it takes to change a life.


Now i'm suppose to say something funny to lighten things up a bit.
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It's the gift that keeps on giving
 
benchwarmer5 said:
Have you smoked any ?
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I don't ask you if you wipe backwards or forwards as it has nothing to do with anything. The same goes for my consumption of herb. The subject was Sagan, one the best imprisoned minds of the 20th century. He loved his pot.

But you know, a few old associates have died of lung cancer in their 40's. Everyone thinks its a tragedy until you talk bout the shitty home made bongs they used as teenagers and all the cancergeons in the hose and plastic bottle.
 
I relate completely ...

But I also can't help but feel that I'm just unlucky because I think too much and that's essentially a curse.
 
Mootsy said:
I relate completely ...

But I also can't help but feel that I'm just unlucky because I think too much and that's essentially a curse.
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It's both a blessing and a curse.

I have the same attribute. I've come to love it. I like that it separates me from the majority of society, that it is an attribute that is (almost) unique to me. I like that it allows my thoughts to be well thought out, it allows my mind to wander to places not many ever approach, it makes me interesting, and it allows me to be compassionate, empathetic, and genuinely interested in others.

But it can also be just as equally damaging when not tempered.
 

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