- Apr 13, 2005
- AFL Club
- Other Teams
- Crystal palace, socceroos
It is very hard to feel motivated to do these great things when you feel paralysed and like your body is made of lead.
I am hoping this passes. Like last year was hell, i had uninvited visions of my friend and suicide. This year the visions aren't as often. I am trying ride it out and hopefully will come out the other side a better person.
Nothing against people that take anti dees but i do not want to take them.
Over the past two years i have had gone through phases of doing lots of yoga. I can feel this phase coming on now. Yoga helps.