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I wanna kill myself but I won't still got 20 years left. Still sick of ******* work thou so no more bullshit
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I wanna kill myself but I won't still got 20 years left. Still sick of ******* work thou so no more bullshit
That I hate work I hate the process I hate been a ******* slave and having jack s**t to show for it. I hate where I live and hate ******* Melbourne. My actual job I like and want to continue just not sure I'll be able to get work in 3 years interstate because I want outDo you hate the job? The people? Or just the process of getting up every weekday, going to work, coming home, rinse and repeat.
Feeling like a drain on my partner. Life is getting unbearable.
Well that’s a crappy feeling. Can you talk to your partner about it?
My anxiety is a constant companion and a drain on my family.
If only there was a magic wand.
That I hate work I hate the process I hate been a ******* slave and having jack s*t to show for it. I hate where I live and hate ****** Melbourne. My actual job I like and want to continue just not sure I'll be able to get work in 3 years interstate because I want out
ssri ok , hope you feel the effects soon, I believe you can feel immediate effects but it is generally known to take weeks / monthsStarted on Lexapro yesterday. Will take a few weeks to kick in, but I think it's going to help.
Weird side effect - took my first dose yesterday and my eyes had the same feeling as you get when a MDMA or an LSD trip is about to start lol
My vision was a bit funny, and it felt like my pupils were super dialated. I checked in the mirror and I looked fine, but it felt weird.
Speaking of MDMA...Started on Lexapro yesterday. Will take a few weeks to kick in, but I think it's going to help.
Weird side effect - took my first dose yesterday and my eyes had the same feeling as you get when a MDMA or an LSD trip is about to start lol
My vision was a bit funny, and it felt like my pupils were super dialated. I checked in the mirror and I looked fine, but it felt weird.
(Not that I’m generalising,lol)
Maybe this is just driven by social media raising people’s standards of physical appearance and projecting traits, and that there has been a huge population rise Since 2010, but Go out these days to the shops or anywhere and people seem so confident and physiologically in their element.
I never really noticed this so much 15-20 years ago. You see the big guys with the good looking girlfriends and it’s the chads and tall dudes with the family and pushing prams and stuff like that. It’s not always that way but it’s definitely more than not. Females seem more polished and better looking, I dunno it’s weird, because I feel ordinary compared to guys walking around these days, I guess in comparison, am maybe a bit nerdy and self conscious, I’m confident enough but I’m also too aware of my surroundings(which I hate) probably, lol.
I went for breakfast this morning and I felt like I was walking amongst lots of people who were beamed straight out of a magazine with photoshopped people back into real life, lol. It’s not necessarily overly intimidating, it’s just kinda weird. Perhaps more wealthy people go out to these places because they have the money to spend and wealthy people are more likely to be above average physiologically and physically, because the world seems to reward people with more positive traits I guess.
Anyway, my point is sometimes you go home and your depression and low self esteem is totally logical in some weird way, and maybe you are just simply dealing with being kinda average or below in some cases. It’s like put a million cattle in one place and a fair chunk of those sheep are going to feel pretty gosh dang ordinary!
I think life is more amplified these days because the stakes seem higher, the price of housing, consumer goods going up, much bigger population so way more people to compare ourselves to, social media creating a narcissism epidemic(people walking staring into their phones, no care about their surroundings).
Aside from all that superficial stuff, everyone just seems really successful as well in their career choice and lifestyle relationships etc, which is great I am not knocking that, but there are times you just feel like a glitch in the matrix in comparison to seeing so many people living out their destiny etc.
It’s just a different world now then it was in say, 2009 and having really low self esteem is a constant battle.
"and psilocybin (found in magic mushrooms) for treatment-resistant depression."
personally the micro dose shrooms do wonders when I have had the good fortune to consume some
Australian approval of MDMA and psilocybin a ‘baby step in the right direction’, medical experts say
Psychiatrists cautiously welcome decision as Australia becomes the first country to officially recognise psychedelics as medicineswww.theguardian.com
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(Not that I’m generalising,lol)
Maybe this is just driven by social media raising people’s standards of physical appearance and projecting traits, and that there has been a huge population rise Since 2010, but Go out these days to the shops or anywhere and people seem so confident and physiologically in their element.
I never really noticed this so much 15-20 years ago. You see the big guys with the good looking girlfriends and it’s the chads and tall dudes with the family and pushing prams and stuff like that. It’s not always that way but it’s definitely more than not. Females seem more polished and better looking, I dunno it’s weird, because I feel ordinary compared to guys walking around these days, I guess in comparison, am maybe a bit nerdy and self conscious, I’m confident enough but I’m also too aware of my surroundings(which I hate) probably, lol.
I went for breakfast this morning and I felt like I was walking amongst lots of people who were beamed straight out of a magazine with photoshopped people back into real life, lol. It’s not necessarily overly intimidating, it’s just kinda weird. Perhaps more wealthy people go out to these places because they have the money to spend and wealthy people are more likely to be above average physiologically and physically, because the world seems to reward people with more positive traits I guess.
Anyway, my point is sometimes you go home and your depression and low self esteem is totally logical in some weird way, and maybe you are just simply dealing with being kinda average or below in some cases. It’s like put a million cattle in one place and a fair chunk of those sheep are going to feel pretty gosh dang ordinary!
I think life is more amplified these days because the stakes seem higher, the price of housing, consumer goods going up, much bigger population so way more people to compare ourselves to, social media creating a narcissism epidemic(people walking staring into their phones, no care about their surroundings).
Aside from all that superficial stuff, everyone just seems really successful as well in their career choice and lifestyle relationships etc, which is great I am not knocking that, but there are times you just feel like a glitch in the matrix in comparison to seeing so many people living out their destiny etc.
It’s just a different world now then it was in say, 2009 and having really low self esteem is a constant battle.
Is there a legal way of sourcing it in Australia. My bro in law did it in Amsterdam as part of some retreat. I really want to try it under a controlled situation.yeah micro doses of shrooms and lsd are great
Started on Lexapro yesterday. Will take a few weeks to kick in, but I think it's going to help.
Weird side effect - took my first dose yesterday and my eyes had the same feeling as you get when a MDMA or an LSD trip is about to start lol
My vision was a bit funny, and it felt like my pupils were super dialated. I checked in the mirror and I looked fine, but it felt weird.
Is there a legal way of sourcing it in Australia. My bro in law did it in Amsterdam as part of some retreat. I really want to try it under a controlled situation.
Yeah um a guy I know was put in jail for 3 months , he was caught with a bag of dry shrooms near broken Hill driving to west aust, he wasn't aware of the laws. The police certainly were aware.Legal way or not doesnt really matter much. Shrooms are basically a unenforced law nowadays, No one cares if you break it
Yeah um a guy I know was put in jail for 3 months , he was caught with a bag of dry shrooms near broken Hill driving to west aust, he wasn't aware of the laws. The police certainly were aware.
I will try find an article
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maybe even less than a bite. don't feel alone, I'm sure plenty of Australians have not seen a gold top or a blue meanieWhat's a microdose? like a bite of a mushroom?
Never even seen one let alone done anything
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no one is caring about ? I would disagree, but respect that's your opinionIf you got a fricken arsenal of it then yes, but micro doses etc no one is caring about