Health Depression

[Run n Spread]

Awww! I mean nothing. Why are you asking me all these questions while I’m trying to burn my dinner

I hate life

 

[DemurePrincess]

Don’t listen to me… I was
Only trying to make you feel better but it’s clearly doing the opposite

 

[DemurePrincess]

I hate life

Okay. I’m sorry. That’s not a great space to be in and I really wish I could help

 

[Run n Spread]

Okay. I’m sorry. That’s not a great space to be in and I really wish I could help

It's fine

 

[Run n Spread]

No one on this board understands

 

[DemurePrincess]

No one on this board understands

I’m trying to though. Please don’t stop talking

 

[Soldier Of Misfortune]

No one on this board understands

Well i definitely get where you're coming from not wanting to be involved in 9-5 work expectations. And a lot of folks here know that feeling of trying to walk thru waist high honey. Some days just ain't fun.

 

[DemurePrincess]

I work 8.30-6.30 pm most days bar the weekend where I do random cash cleans and I kinda hate it but I enjoy my job if that makes any sense.

I get satisfaction from cleaning but the hours are a huge grind but if I don’t work… I don’t make money. It’s my own cleaning business so no super except what I add. No holiday or sick leave so yeah I get it but what can I do?

I don’t have a degree and I’m not exactly smart

 

[Soldier Of Misfortune]

Yes Ive been lucky to have found some work that i can tolerate. Also untrained and lots of non career life decisions. never expected to be able to work full time. Given the financial opportunity I most definitely wouldnt work full time. Or at all. Would be pleasantly busy at my own pace but I don't believe that jobwork is a virtue.

 

[Run n Spread]

Theses pieces of s???

 

[Run n Spread]

I work 8.30-6.30 pm most days bar the weekend where I do random cash cleans and I kinda hate it but I enjoy my job if that makes any sense.

I get satisfaction from cleaning but the hours are a huge grind but if I don’t work… I don’t make money. It’s my own cleaning business so no super except what I add. No holiday or sick leave so yeah I get it but what can I do?

I don’t have a degree and I’m not exactly smart

Forget this shit.
Your 10 hours is bullshit

 

[DemurePrincess]

Forget this shit.
Your 10 hours is bullshit

Yep it is but unfortunately I’m terrible at saying NO and I increase my work load to the point that the whole point of having my own business was to spend more time with my only child except bc I’m so shit at saying No… she spends more time in afterschool care then she does with me.

I plan to change it but I wanted to get some cash behind me… it’s now been 2 years and I’m missing some really good stuff right now but I do what I need to do to keep a roof over our heads and food on the table. And a life that allows us to do stuff on the weekends even though I’m ****ing exhausted.

Can’t do this forever bc I know I’ll eventually break

 

[Run n Spread]

I guess I have 2 choices.
Work and certain death.
Or quit and roll the dice at something else.
I've got no ****ing idea what to do where to go or where to live.
But this bullshit getting up early and working is going to kill me or I'll do something stupid.
I have to find a way out

 

[Run n Spread]

I'd rather die than work another job. Sick of it all. I guess it means no relationship or not really functioning in society well so be it.
I'd literally rather ****ing die than work 9 till 5. Don't care anymore

 

[Cuzz09]

Everyone just keep plugging along [emoji106]

All we can do really

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[DemurePrincess]

 

[Cuzz09]

Hug your pets [emoji847]

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[Run n Spread]

I will die if I keep going. I just don't have the energy.
I need to sleep but have no idea how to make money. I can't work anymore I'm stuck..
I'm seriously on edge.

 

[DemurePrincess]

I will die if I keep going. I just don't have the energy.
I need to sleep but have no idea how to make money. I can't work anymore I'm stuck..
I'm seriously on edge.

I really hope these feelings change.
I really do….nothing worse than feeling stuck and tbh… i’ll say I’m very concerned for you

 

[Macca19]

I guess I have 2 choices.
Work and certain death.
Or quit and roll the dice at something else.
I've got no ****ing idea what to do where to go or where to live.
But this bullshit getting up early and working is going to kill me or I'll do something stupid.
I have to find a way out

Do you need to work 9-5 to survive financially? Can you do something else for less hours and be alright?

 

[Cuzz09]

Don't people get centrelink and whatever these days?

Hardship?

access your super?

dunno... Just go join up with a job agency and tell them I'll take anything and just give it a crack.

Worst that will happen is your in the same spot, but you could enjoy something

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[DemurePrincess]

Don't people get centrelink and whatever these days?

Hardship?

access your super?

dunno... Just go join up with a job agency and tell them I'll take anything and just give it a crack.

Worst that will happen is your in the same spot, but you could enjoy something

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This could be an option. Go see you doctor. Go on stress leave. GP can organise a mental health plan with I think 4/6 visits to a psychologist or psychiatrist rebated. Use that time to work out what your next move it.

At the end of the day, we all need to work to survive. This is how life works unfortunately.

It will make it harder if you have a family to support but it’s not - not doable!

You are important. We all are so you need to find a balance somehow.

I really am quite concerned you have such horrible thoughts about life but I’m not in your shoes so I can’t feel your pain Run n Spread

 

[Run n Spread]

This could be an option. Go see you doctor. Go on stress leave. GP can organise a mental health plan with I think 4/6 visits to a psychologist or psychiatrist rebated. Use that time to work out what your next move it.

At the end of the day, we all need to work to survive. This is how life works unfortunately.

It will make it harder if you have a family to support but it’s not - not doable!

You are important. We all are so you need to find a balance somehow.

I really am quite concerned you have such horrible thoughts about life but I’m not in your shoes so I can’t feel your pain Run n Spread

I have been to that many psychologists and that many mental health plans in my life its ridiculous. There is a weird defective part in my brain which wasn't diagnosed when young.
I need to.do something. Anything else.
Maybe I go bush and live out of my car.

 

[DemurePrincess]

I have been to that many psychologists and that many mental health plans in my life its ridiculous. There is a weird defective part in my brain which wasn't diagnosed when young.
I need to.do something. Anything else.
Maybe I go bush and live out of my car.

What so you can be miserable somewhere else besides where you are now?

That kinda makes no sense mate because your brain is still gonna be thinking these thoughts so the thinking pattern needs to be fixed not the location and it sounds like it’s your job that you despise that much that’s making you feel so negative towards everything. I don’t know what to suggest But I can only be here to listen but unless you make changes. You’ll be stuck in this rut forever.

Anyway, keep talking it out. I’m heading to my fourth ****ing job for the day so yahoo.

 

[Run n Spread]

Don’t listen to me… I was
Only trying to make you feel better but it’s clearly doing the opposite

It's fine I do feel a little better reading back.
I have a lot of problems.