I think after 20 years CSK may totally dissociate himself with that part of his life, to the point where he believes and can project that belief to others that it wasn't him. I feel he may have dark flashbacks that both disturbs and excites him and he pushes these down as it does not hold true to the persona he created and maintained in his married life. He must have been a a very insular person to be around. Kind of person that tries to be like reflective tinted windows. Unless he was looking at becoming active again or at a crisis point in his life then he may be repressing to a point where he rarely gets flashbacks at all now. I would think that with this blowing wide open and him being forced to reconnect with that person 20 years ago he would be an interesting person to observe and wait for the dam walls to crack.One of the posters out there had an extensive dosier on prison life with the accused. He deleted it. I wish I'd kept it! But yeah. Things aren't doing too good at Club Shangrilah!
Just quietly, I think our boy has long since forgotten about Ivan Milat's raid. I reckon after 20 plus years, I reckon he would have thought he'd gotten away with it. I reckon he would have bought his stash back or at least visited it a few times. Quite frankly, I'm surprised he hasn't written to the police to boast how clever he's been in evading them so long. After all, what's the point of being infamous, if no one knows who you are?