Society & Culture Your first world problems

[exe ex machina]

No wonder you're so ****** in the head.

That's actually due to another reason

 

[Perth gal]

I have been entirely unhealed thruout, from the start till now. I have taken solace in things like movies or music or sport or sex, to keep preoccupied in other things, but it's not like it heals or anything. I am just so very HARD that I can take such an incessant beating from life/god/people. Just keep getting up to take more pounding...expected, it never abates.

It's not even like I'm immune to hurt, or acclimated or impervious to tiny hurts. Everything hurts, constantly; small things or great things. I just bottle everything inside and I'm Hell in there, but on the outside I put on facades all the time -- method acting down pat.

That's a major miracle in itself....how I can among people be the life of the party, engage all kinds of people from various ages and walks of life, have them all rapt in a chat, have them all laughing, imitating things I say or how I do things, having them confide their lives and secrets to me, so trustworthy, so calm and collected, so at peace, non-judgmental, they gravitate to me.

But they always skim over me, I'm always left alone, rejected, neglected, pushed aside, used for whatever purpose, SUSTENANCE for them. It's like I am here purely to prop humanity up, to give them love, mercy, forgiveness, confirmation, direction, and that's all I'm here for....for them....but I'm not allowed to HAVE anything, to partake, to LIVE. Like a gift from God, persecuted and downtrodden just to give them life. I don't belong here, I'm not one of you -- it's been made apparent to me millions of times, constantly every day. I have never witnessed/heard anything like this from anyone else or stories around the world. It's like I am Atlas himself.

I could tell you thousands of stories of the things I have been thru and no one would believe it, or just cannot fathom how all that can happen to a person on and on thruout their life. I don't want to start getting into the stories, I've mentioned many from time to time in past threads, that I deleted and edited out that caused Chief to remove me as mod, and I've mentioned some in threads since then that exist around the board. Horrible things like being tied up and shot at with an air gun by brothers, r*ped by brothers/priests, bashed and broken arms/legs by dads, nuns who made me eat dirt and stones, so many days of harsh punishment with thick leather straps or switches at the convent/orphanage, moms who deliberately killed a pet I'd taken to just to make me suffer, moms who locked me up in closets and let me starve for days, moms who dropped me off at distant corner store to buy something and then fled in the car, leaving me waiting there all night for them to never return, me basically just fleeing for my life and subsisting on the streets as a kid, otherwise abandoned at some faraway town during some fake trip with the family, etc.

I guess I want to blow my brains out, but such a severe survival instinct.

Mission serenity. You need.

 

[Perth gal]

No wonder you're so ****** in the head.

Tats a bit mean bro.

 

[TheKanga]

Can't decide what form of media to partake in tonight.

 

[kickazz]

Phone just got Android 9.0 and split screen takes a couple of extra steps now and it's really pissing me off.

 

[exe ex machina]

Mission serenity. You need.

I need a first world problem

 

[Catfish Alley]

No wonder you're so ****** in the head.

He's a pretty dedicated one, but a troll nonetheless.

 

[Werewolf]

Lag when playing War Thunder, sometimes throws me out of the battle

 

[perthblue]

GG's attention whoring truly knows no bounds

 

[Sub_Zero]

We had the first colour tv from Philips,had no remote, had to get and turn the knob to change channel to the 4 other channels

you old campaigner

 

[Sub_Zero]

GG =

 

[William Wonka]

No wonder you're so ****** in the head.

That's actually due to another reason

Too much blood required elsewhere?

 

[Jazny]

My house is too big and old and it scares me to be alone it.

 

[exe ex machina]

Too much blood required elsewhere?

I was gonna say I hit my head really hard once (multiple times?), but yours is probably most correct

 

[exe ex machina]

GG =

Except with a schlong.

 

[exe ex machina]

GG's attention whoring truly knows no bounds

More wouldn't mind a little board "hug" every now and then.

 

[exe ex machina]

FYI, that's my God honest truth of a life story. Itd be shameful to make stuff up like that for kicks on a forum. But I understand if people dont want to believe me even tho I always tell the truth about everything. Perhaps too much. It's analogous to Hitlers quote. Enormous sized lies will be believed, so the opposite must be true....enormous sized truths will be disbelieved.

 

[raskolnikov]

That's actually due to another reason

Supporting the Raiders?

 

[exe ex machina]

Supporting the Raiders?

The reasons are piling up

 

[Run n Spread]

Slow internet meaning I can't post on big footy. Which is ironic as all the 3rd world countries I've been to have had internet like lighting compared to here

 

[William Wonka]

The reasons are piling up

I think it was babysitting our bay69 friends.

 

[exe ex machina]

I think it was babysitting our bay69 friends.

QE2 and Brett Lee pics burned into my corneas

 

[William Wonka]

QE2 and Brett Lee pics burned into my corneas

I still visit them occasionally.
Its pretty sad tbh.
They have been reduced to shitfighting with Sooz.

 

[TMFKAV]

Bit chilly here tonight. I've had to turn the aircon up to 24 degrees

On [device_name] using BigFooty.com mobile app

 

[dales.girl38]

There was nobody working in the bakery tonight to slice my bread at Coles