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[LicoriceAllsorts]

I had my 3rd experience of sleep paralysis last night. Was a funny one.

In my dream like state I had one of my closest mates massaging both of my temples, the effect it had was that it would completely shut down my body to the point I couldn't even breath, but I was still awake. So I felt as if I was slowly suffocating whilst he massaged my temples, with nothing I could do

 

[LicoriceAllsorts]

The first one I felt my doona/sheets slowly getting tighter and tighter around my neck and entire body. I eventually realised what I was experiencing and broke out of it


The second I had what I thought was the devil down the back of my bed. Not speaking but groaning/growling very deeply. It was communicating with me to come down the back of my bed. I remember relaxing and praying simultaneously or something along those lines and it stopped.

 

[exe ex machina]

Water is a living, conscious being in it's own right. Emanual Emoto from Japan has proven this with his photographing of water drops. His research proves that Water reacts to mental projection and obeys. ....or at least co-operates. So by mentally imprinting the positive image (projection) on the water, then drinking it. You are absorbing the positive change and your body MUST obey. I'm convinced that Water is the Life's Blood of Planet Earth and this Planet is a living, breathing creature in it's own Realm. Native American's and Tree Huggers got it right.

 

[Forest Bomber]

I had my 3rd experience of sleep paralysis last night. Was a funny one.

In my dream like state I had one of my closest mates massaging both of my temples, the effect it had was that it would completely shut down my body to the point I couldn't even breath, but I was still awake. So I felt as if I was slowly suffocating whilst he massaged my temples, with nothing I could do

Next time you have sleep paralysis try, if you can remember, visualising a rope in front of you, grab hold of the rope and pull yourself up. It does sound to me like you may have been in an out of body state but as I am not the one experiencing it I cannot be 100% sure. In an out of body state your body is non physical so therefore does not work the way it does in a physical state. Keep in mind I have done this on occasions and there is a being which I cannot see but I feel his/her hands on my shoulders and shoves my non physical back into my physical and keeps at it until I give up.

 

[LicoriceAllsorts]

Next time you have sleep paralysis try, if you can remember, visualising a rope in front of you, grab hold of the rope and pull yourself up. It does sound to me like you may have been in an out of body state but as I am not the one experiencing it I cannot be 100% sure. In an out of body state your body is non physical so therefore does not work the way it does in a physical state. Keep in mind I have done this on occasions and there is a being which I cannot see but I feel his/her hands on my shoulders and shoves my non physical back into my physical and keeps at it until I give up. So you can either use visualisations or commands and I am not tempted to give commands yet. I have, believe it or not, made recent contact with Elvis via a command, first time I got a hand shake, the second which he stated he was in fact Elvis Presley but I got the sense he was getting annoyed that some nobody from this reality was making contact with him. I am going to keep making contact with him but I am going to limit it to once every few months till I gain trust. Marilyn Monroe is the next on my list.

Keep updated that's very interesting

 

[Bet on Blue]

he woke up in the middle of the night and saw this short, fat, completely white human like figure walk from right-to-left, passed his bedroom door, towards his younger brothers room. He didn’t give it too much thought until

Common occurrence?

 

[Silent Alarm]

My arm feels a bit weird when I do a lot of reading on general conspiracy stuff...

 

[Run n Spread]

Here is a highly weird one.

The other morning in a dream state/just getting up I was reminiscing about growing up with my baby sister and the family holidays we used to take. Another morning I was reminiscing about the 2015 drawn GF and how well Essendon played and how I thought one of there players (MTPW) was a deserving Norm Smith Medal winner.

Only problem= I don't have a younger sister (let alone a baby sister) and for non AFL fans Collingwood drew the 2010 GF not 2015 and against St Kilda not Essendon. Literally took me about 5 seconds to snap out of it and say hey that actually didn't happen. False memories I have sort of read about the theories but for a brief snap shot it was like I had a memory of something that never actually happened.

 

[Duritz]

Here is a highly weird one.

The other morning in a dream state/just getting up I was reminiscing about growing up with my baby sister and the family holidays we used to take. Another morning I was reminiscing about the 2015 drawn GF and how well Essendon played and how I thought one of there players (MTPW) was a deserving Norm Smith Medal winner.

Only problem= I don't have a younger sister (let alone a baby sister) and for non AFL fans Collingwood drew the 2010 GF not 2015 and against St Kilda not Essendon. Literally took me about 5 seconds to snap out of it and say hey that actually didn't happen. False memories I have sort of read about the theories but for a brief snap shot it was like I had a memory of something that never actually happened.

Dude that shit happens all the time. Just the other day I was dreaming before waking about the seven months I spent with Michelle pfeiffer. I went through all our relationship in my dream, the highs and lows, what happened to end it. Then I woke up and remembered I’d never even met Michelle Pfeiffer let alone had a relationship with her. My brain had been confusing it with my seven month fling with Sharon Stone.

Brains are weird things!

 

[Janus]

I've got a few.

The first one is pretty mundane...it's only worth noting because it actually happened in the physical world. I was shuffling through my Hermetic tarot deck near my computer trying to put the cards in order, cause I'm into that metaphysical shit, and one of the cards drops to the floor. I hear it hit the tiles. "No worries," I think. "I'll just pick it up later."

So I'm arranging the cards that I still have in my hand. Yep, all good, except the missing card...which was the Sun card. Reach down to pick it up...it's not there.

"Must have slipped under the desk." Kneel down...nothing.

Now, if you know anything about tarot decks, you know that you can get away with a missing minor arcana card. But a major arcana like the Sun? No way. So I'm looking EVERYWHERE for this card. "I know I heard this stupid thing hit the floor! I felt it drop out of my hand! Where the **** is it?!!"

Couldn't find it anywhere.

So in frustration, I go over to the coffee table, where the closed box that the cards came in was sitting, thinking "I'm just going to put these back in the box and I'll have to get a new set." And there, in the box...was the Sun card.

The second one is much more exciting.

In states of deep meditation, I have been in a trance and became acutely aware that my thoughts could influence and affect my perceived reality. If I imagined something, my mind would create the perception of it - not just vision, but tactile physical stimulation and audio response. At first, I used this for selfish, base desires - sexual conquests and what have you - and the physical response was such that it was like having the moment of release in an orgasm constantly, right down to the physical sensation but without the physical release itself. When you hear about the state of ecstasy that mediation brings, that was it.

Of course, then the attacks started happening. It was then that every time I went into trance, it was a really, really bad experience.

I started being shown really demonic shit like that God actually enjoyed the suffering of humans and that was why the world was so ****ed up, and that when we die he takes great delight in letting us know that is the case and that any worship of him was a complete waste of time. Then it was all about how there was no such thing as forgiveness and that he had abandoned the human race, and that at least those who served Satan had a fighting chance because he understood how things actually were. This, I believe, is where the belief of the Gnostic Demiurge came from, because there was definitely a malevolence about 'god'...though at the time I had no understanding of that belief system at all.

But I broke through that, because I came to an understanding of the divinity within. "Hang on," I thought to myself in the trance. "There is a God...and he loves me. I want to understand what that love actually is based on. What it is."

And suddenly, I had an awareness of what it was like to be the Creator.

I could see every single possibility, stretching forward and backward through the aeons of time. If someone had a thought, whether it be spirit or material, a reality of that thought made manifest was created, and spawned a completely new universe - not just a world, but an entire realm of reality was brought into existence from that single thought, because every thought has the inbuilt possibility of action. Stars and planets were continually being created in an instant, with a latticework of diamond like threads encircling the earth being what was responsible for that reality being created. It was like a grain of sand creating a whole new world just because it moved one millimetre. And the creation of that reality kept springing forth like a fountain into the blank slate of darkness that was between me and the spiritual world.

It was then that I came to a greater understanding of why it is said that 'god is love'. Every reality that is created has within it a path back to him, just as there is a path away from him. And that is what love truly means - to accept people for the choices they make, even if those choices aren't in their best interest, but to guide them along the right path when you can.

It was, by far, the most intense experience I've ever had on a spiritual/metaphysical level. I've never been able to get to that sort of level of awareness again, and I don't believe I need to. But it was after that that I understood what my purpose in life is.

It was after this that I started have dreams of being a high priest of Anubis in Egypt, conducting a ceremony at the Great Pyramid of Giza in front of a million people, and finding a golden statue of Anubis in a stone sarcophagus.

The my girlfriend said to me the other day, "I want to create a coven/study group, and I want you to be my high priest."

Like I said - thoughts can influence perceived reality.

 

[Run n Spread]

Like I said - thoughts can influence perceived reality.

Don't know they can really. Otherwise everyone would be winning lotto, banging supermodels and retiring at 30 after being a World Cup Winner/Astronaut/Premiership Player etc.

There is a different between actual thought and wishes.

I prefer to think of it as thought as energy. Neural impulses firing, blood flowing etc all requires a system which releases energy. Enough people release that energy great things can happen (Thai rescue or the atmosphere at a concert etc).

Never been able to mediatate. (Thoughts and the natural rhthyms of the body get in the way) Strange shit I've seen I've either been stoned on holiday or asleep/awake state.

 

[Janus]

Don't know they can really. Otherwise everyone would be winning lotto, banging supermodels and retiring at 30 after being a World Cup Winner/Astronaut/Premiership Player etc.

There is a different between actual thought and wishes.

I prefer to think of it as thought as energy. Neural impulses firing, blood flowing etc all requires a system which releases energy. Enough people release that energy great things can happen (Thai rescue or the atmosphere at a concert etc).

Never been able to mediatate. (Thoughts and the natural rhthyms of the body get in the way) Strange shit I've seen I've either been stoned on holiday or asleep/awake state.

A wish is not a prayer, which is the kind of thought I’m talking about.

A prayer requires thee things - clarity of thought, unwavering belief in the perceived reality to the point where you feel it has already happened and heartfelt emotion relating to the manifestation of those thoughts.

In other words, faith.

The reason why people don’t get all the things you describe is because they fail to meet one of the requirements. They hope for all those things, but they don’t believe they will get them.

I’ll give you another example: a few months ago, I said a prayer to Bune, the Goetic demon of wealth, and I was very specific in what I wanted - $57,000.

Did I get the money? You bet your ass I did. On the nose.

Certain forms of drugs can illicit trance states. That’s why they are not to be taken for fun. They are a key to unlocking the gateway to the subconscious.

 

[exe ex machina]

The first one is pretty mundane

This is a very common one. It's an acknowledged phenomenon. I think it's called the "angel syndrome". Theory being that God is constantly recreating life every moment and sometimes something gets missed, a small detail, and the way to fix it is by leaving the room/place to allow the angels to put back that thing missed. So when you return, lo and behold, it's back where it always was.

This too has happened to me hundreds of times. Literally turning a room upside down for a dropped ring, guitar pick, or whatever, leave the room, come back in a few minutes, and fck you it's right where it always was or where you already looked.

 

[Run n Spread]

A wish is not a prayer, which is the kind of thought I’m talking about.

A prayer requires thee things - clarity of thought, unwavering belief in the perceived reality to the point where you feel it has already happened and heartfelt emotion relating to the manifestation of those thoughts.

In other words, faith.

The reason why people don’t get all the things you describe is because they fail to meet one of the requirements. They hope for all those things, but they don’t believe they will get them.

I’ll give you another example: a few months ago, I said a prayer to Bune, the Goetic demon of wealth, and I was very specific in what I wanted - $57,000.

Did I get the money? You bet your ass I did. On the nose.

Certain forms of drugs can illicit trance states. That’s why they are not to be taken for fun. They are a key to unlocking the gateway to the subconscious.

Interesting. You gambled (not having a go good for you) because you had faith you would win. Now I could do the same thing but I don't trust the casino/horse trainers/lotto runners to deliver.

Genuine faith is interesting. It can't be faked. As a point that is why Religions fail i believe (as deep down not many really believe that shit the high ups spew forth or arbitrary rules).

A trance is very hard to obtain (why drugs are used I guess) as thoughts are part of a biological process that can be hard to shut off.

 

[Janus]

Interesting. You gambled (not having a go good for you) because you had faith you would win. Now I could do the same thing but I don't trust the casino/horse trainers/lotto runners to deliver.

Genuine faith is interesting. It can't be faked. As a point that is why Religions fail i believe (as deep down not many really believe that shit the high ups spew forth or arbitrary rules).

A trance is very hard to obtain (why drugs are used I guess) as thoughts are part of a biological process that can be hard to shut off.

Who said anything about gambling? This was a bonus from work.

 

[Run n Spread]

Who said anything about gambling? This was a bonus from work.

The phrase On the Nose.

Why did you need $57000 specifically?

I tend to have a mental block with work and money thou. Meaning while I work, earn etc like most I find it a struggle for some reason. Like I'm always on the rack. While a sudden winfall would be nice and represent freedom to a degree not sure it comes for most people as in they have no trust or faith it will come.

One thing that has been happening recently is rather than meditate I've had really vivid dreams, where usually I'll forget these have been chrystal clear to the point I've physically felt some pain (not so much pain but discomfort) when something violent happens for example.

 

[Janus]

The phrase On the Nose.

Why did you need $57000 specifically?

I tend to have a mental block with work and money thou. Meaning while I work, earn etc like most I find it a struggle for some reason. Like I'm always on the rack. While a sudden winfall would be nice and represent freedom to a degree not sure it comes for most people as in they have no trust or faith it will come.

One thing that has been happening recently is rather than meditate I've had really vivid dreams, where usually I'll forget these have been chrystal clear to the point I've physically felt some pain (not so much pain but discomfort) when something violent happens for example.

Sorry, just a turn of phrase. And I wanted the deposit for a house.

That feeling is your spirit telling you that your work gives you no sense of fulfilment so you’re going to have to find it elsewhere.

 

[Tuco]

When I was was a kid I experienced waking in my bed with my body frozen. There was also a presence in the room.

Absolutely terrified me.

On reflection, I suspect this experience was a lucid dream, and the presence was likely the cat on my bed, or a dissassociated response to the sound of my own breathing.

I did use to sleepwalk as a kid as well. So it would make sense that I would lucid dream like that.

Absolutely freaked me out, though.

Alien abductions and tales of incubus and succubus experiences in earlier eras certainly make more sense to me, though.

 

[Duritz]

'Dude that shit happens to me all the time'. So when Usain Bolt says he runs the 100 metres under 10 seconds, the fact that I assume you also can run, does this not mean you can also run 100 metres under 10 seconds? no, you probably break a sweat running to the fridge for your next coldie. So just because both you and Usain Bolt can run you are both different in the way and quality you run, maybe the way you and another both wake up in the morning are also different. Maybe those beings that are guiding you through life, we call them spirit guides, don't believe you are ready. Yet those that are guiding others, possibly the poster that you replied to, are ready and they wake up in a way and quality different to you. To learn you need to stop being a know it all and maybe the reason why your guides don't believe you're ready.

Settle petal!

 

[Forest Bomber]

Settle petal!

I am already settled so no need for your concern. You though like others need to accept that just like there are differences in abilities in the physical and mental there are also differences in abilities of the mind. This ranges from those that are very simple minded to the advanced and this has a bearing on what happens when you close your eyes. So know one can claim they know what another is experiencing when they are in this state of mind.

 

[Duritz]

I am already settled so no need for your concern. You though like others need to accept that just like there are differences in abilities in the physical and mental there are also differences in abilities of the mind. This ranges from those that are very simple minded to the advanced and this has a bearing on what happens when you close your eyes. So know one can claim they know what another is experiencing when they are in this state of mind.

And who is that?

 

[Duritz]

Better off asking questions to answers that you don't already know, except know-it-all's apparently know everything already and why all they have left is to ask questions to answers that they already know.

???

I didn’t know the answer to your statement, so I merely asked “who is that?” IE, who was the one who knows to whom you referred? Jesus?

 

[Duritz]

See you now need to settle petal. You made the statement 'that shit happens to me all the time', then by comparing an experience and with this comparison claiming the same, then ended with the brain does silly things. You were either joking with the initial poster or being genuine, if joking then I apologise for my response. Do you agree or disagree the mind just like the brain and the physical body are not only separate but has different levels of ability and just like the example I gave with Usain Bolt one persons ability with mind can be far greater than another? So what are labelled as dreams the experiences can be and are different. Higher levels of mind ability means much less brain thoughts in dreams whereas lower levels of mind ability means higher brain thoughts in dreams. Anyway too much discussion for me I have plenty of out of body travel to do so back into into big footy hibernation for me.

Dude it was clearly a joke... do you really think I’ve slept with Miranda Kerr or whoever it was I claimed? The only one bold enough to invent stuff like that and stand by it is GG.exe

 

[BrewSmackerVeiny]

Went to Z ward last night, former mental hospital in Adelaide, did a tour then did some 'ghost hunting' - Some people claimed to feel things or hear things but I got absolutely nothing. Bit of a snooze fest unfortunately.

 

[craigos]

Went to Z ward last night, former mental hospital in Adelaide, did a tour then did some 'ghost hunting' - Some people claimed to feel things or hear things but I got absolutely nothing. Bit of a snooze fest unfortunately.

Clearly you're not attractive enough to be touched by ghosts. My condolences.