Hirdy is apparently in a dark place, but it is primarily because he and Essendon spent so much time, money and energy fighting the charges, rather than accept the errors and move on.Let's get back to Hirdy Joe, and how he's in a dark place atm due in some part to the odd campaigners unfairly sheeting the responsibility for the whole saga on him, like you have. What do you reckon?
You, however, are clearly in a dark place because you do not comprehend logical reasoning and are completely obsessed with an episode that you have no control or influence over.
Perhaps you might be advised to move on with your life.