It's just not cricket

[exe ex machina]

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[Procrastinator35]

Beyond all this good is a terror

Yes, yes....I have seen it too GG....Lived it, breathed it, felt it.

But be brave....The chances of Richmond ever saluting again, in our lifetime, is remote.

 

[Better Loosen Up]

Logic and reason. They're strong foundations. So much makes sense thru logic and reason. However, they can also mislead even in strength of resolution. I mean, Jesus, and the power of the Holy Spirit.....is real, and evident when you experience it.

Seriously, I was all my life a non-believer, and it made sense, Life was meaningful as such, pragmatic. But Jesus thru the Holy Spirit genuinely touched me quite recently. Now I am a staunch believer. It's hard to describe to the non-believer, but it's like falling in love. You just KNOW when you feel true love. It's corporeal, not just idealistic. Similarly, when you experience Jesus thru the Holy Spirit, you just KNOW. And it's corporeal.

Sincerely, I ask all bigfooty posters to NOT close your minds on the possibility of Jesus. Keep an open mind, genuinely ask for his presence, a sign, something, and allow the Holy Spirit to show you.

Ridicule me and ridicule the notion publicly here. But do me a favor please, within your own self, privately in you, keep the possibility open and ask for help in seeing the light.

Don't tell me the priests have been at it again?

 

[exe ex machina]

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[Procrastinator35]

f*ck i hate myself

That's not good to hear GG....Be gentle with yourself & hope you can break the spell of heck-ate & feel better.

 

[exe ex machina]

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[Procrastinator35]

This will be my last post about it, till I do something about it. But it's all too late now. Reached a point of realization, crystal clear. Delusion and hope are terrible things when at the core the truth is the truth and unchanging. It's always been there, just protected myself from it with lies and hope. Only way I was able get this far in life and age, but it's all bullshit, delusion, genuine hopelessness. What's the use pretending? Unfortunately it's crystal clear now. There's no changing, no going back, once you know, you can't unknow it. Sick to my stomach.

Yes, yes, woe is me....deepest darkest despair....& a 'Sickness Unto Death'.

Fear not....The dark night of the soul merely heralds a new & clearer dawn....The going down-wards merely the call and instruction of Persephone.

The heaviest downpours produce the brightest, most resplendent flowers.

Feel the sadness, be the sadness, own it to the core of your being....Spin your cocoon of grief & begin the metamorphoses of your soul....Begin the descent into your well of grief.

The answer lies in your deepest wounds, hidden there all along....The last place we'd think to look....Open the door. The key lies beneath your grief.

 

[exe ex machina]

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[CM86]

If 4 and 5 dont happen, not like I cease faith, 1 2 3 were clear, and the humiliation and retribution forever established....but no 4 and 5 means I cant keep going, the steam exhausted

f*ck i hate myself

This will be my last post about it, till I do something about it. But it's all too late now. Reached a point of realization, crystal clear. Delusion and hope are terrible things when at the core the truth is the truth and unchanging. It's always been there, just protected myself from it with lies and hope. Only way I was able get this far in life and age, but it's all bullshit, delusion, genuine hopelessness. What's the use pretending? Unfortunately it's crystal clear now. There's no changing, no going back, once you know, you can't unknow it. Sick to my stomach.

GG... Do you actually want help?
I've offered and there are plenty of other people that have offered. Even the main board has links to who you should talk to if you need help.



Because it's starting to seem like attention whoring...

If you're really having a hard time and you want to talk to someone about it, you should.
But if you're just choosing to wallow in self pity and despair, there isn't much anyone can do for you.

 

[exe ex machina]

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[Wosh]

I like this guy, he's weird, creepy and amusing..everything the internet should be.

 

[MrsEddieBetts]

So GG.exe are you saying I should give up on waiting for my sign? Cos all my eggs are in that basket...

 

[exe ex machina]

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[exe ex machina]

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[Wosh]

And also a wise ass, you forgot that part.

done

 

[exe ex machina]

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[Run n Spread]

This will be my last post about it, till I do something about it. But it's all too late now. Reached a point of realization, crystal clear. Delusion and hope are terrible things when at the core the truth is the truth and unchanging. It's always been there, just protected myself from it with lies and hope. Only way I was able get this far in life and age, but it's all bullshit, delusion, genuine hopelessness. What's the use pretending? Unfortunately it's crystal clear now. There's no changing, no going back, once you know, you can't unknow it. Sick to my stomach.

What's crystal clear? This whole thread is weird enough to most so you may as well come out and say it? What have you seen/predicted/gained awareness of that is so helpless?

 

[Chief]

f*ck i hate myself

Get some help mate - talk to someone.

 

[Wosh]

^ This GG.exe
If you are not trolling us then go talk to someone professional who understands..trust me it feels amazing when you do.

 

[exe ex machina]

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[Illinois Nazi]

Get over yourself.

 

[CM86]

So, how did we go?

Did Chief get the thing that gg prayed for?

Did gg get over being rejected by the girl that he fell in love with?


What is it with the religious/'spiritual' being mostly anti-vax, anti-medicine, and general conspiracy theorists?

 

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