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Hi guys, cops found me the next morning and took me to Flinders. Was under guard for 2 days whilst in emergency. Then moved to 5H in the Margaret Tobin Centre, then 5J (lock down), then back to 5H. Forced detainment for a week. Now I am there voluntarily.
It was all too much for me, other issues that Swampies and Peckers know, to top it off, it was my 42nd birthday, I had to collect the rest of my belongings from work, and my wife took off with the kids....
Yesterday, I walked through the Uni, Got to the University foot bridge, lookind down from the highest point. A woman passed by and asked if I was all right. I lied, yes I said. She chatted for a while, talked about her mental illness. Again I wonder if life is trying to tell me something...
I climbed over the railing, and leant backwards, my hands holding the railing. The wind is cool, refreshing, and the drizzle has started getting heavier. Hoping the rail woul become too slippery to hold and I'd slip...I saw faces in the trees looking like they're talking, but I couldn't hear what they were saying, I felt deaf to their language.
Then a magpie landed on the rail next to my hand, staring quizzically at me, it's head going side to side. It stared at me, theb jumped off the rail onto the bridge and turned to look at me again. I climbed back over the rail, the magpie started walking along the bridge, looking back at me. I followed it. When we reached the end of the bridge, it looked at me once more, seemed to smile, and then took to the air.
I have somehow come to the realisation that everything will be ok now, I don't know why or how, I just do. Maybe it's wiltja?
Sorry for worrying you lot, I am unable to post much at the moment - I'vehad to do a runner and go to Maccas for wifi
But rest assured feckers, MoOP'll be back to crack heads...soon as possible
Thank you all (that is sincere
)
It was all too much for me, other issues that Swampies and Peckers know, to top it off, it was my 42nd birthday, I had to collect the rest of my belongings from work, and my wife took off with the kids....
Yesterday, I walked through the Uni, Got to the University foot bridge, lookind down from the highest point. A woman passed by and asked if I was all right. I lied, yes I said. She chatted for a while, talked about her mental illness. Again I wonder if life is trying to tell me something...
I climbed over the railing, and leant backwards, my hands holding the railing. The wind is cool, refreshing, and the drizzle has started getting heavier. Hoping the rail woul become too slippery to hold and I'd slip...I saw faces in the trees looking like they're talking, but I couldn't hear what they were saying, I felt deaf to their language.
Then a magpie landed on the rail next to my hand, staring quizzically at me, it's head going side to side. It stared at me, theb jumped off the rail onto the bridge and turned to look at me again. I climbed back over the rail, the magpie started walking along the bridge, looking back at me. I followed it. When we reached the end of the bridge, it looked at me once more, seemed to smile, and then took to the air.
I have somehow come to the realisation that everything will be ok now, I don't know why or how, I just do. Maybe it's wiltja?
Sorry for worrying you lot, I am unable to post much at the moment - I'vehad to do a runner and go to Maccas for wifi
But rest assured feckers, MoOP'll be back to crack heads...soon as possible
Thank you all (that is sincere
)
