Mate if you posted this on the Eagles board we might lay off you a bit.That's me in a nutshell. Never felt comfortable driving, yet still got my Ps. After my mum died I fell into a deep depression, started drinking heavily (that has since now ceased). As a result back then I would often drive drunk (I know, I know, I was a dick head). Was caught by the police in a RBT and my Ps cancelled. Never applied for my license again. I just never felt comfortable driving. Thankfully all my work places have been easy to get to by bus/train, and now with Uber I can go to the odd place that I couldn't now quite easily. Maybe one day I will drive again.