Here ya go JohnK - critique this piece I wrote back in 2004 for me. (NB: no formal training or studdy of how to construct poetry other than the standard 'how to do a haiku' in primary school ) Written around the time of my first Christmas living alone O/S after visiting a street all done up 20x better than lobethal (the snow makes up most of that 20x )
First White Christmas
The snow smothered yards draw my eye.
The wind cuts cold, I seem to cry
Maybe I do, I'm often alone.
But I'm happy inside, just far from home.
And the people I love are not with me tonight
as I shuffle along, the strung lights so bright
Down Candy Cane Lane, the snow soft and falling,
The houses all dressed up, but my mind is broiling.
This is a dream, what I've always wanted,
Since 'White Christmas' the carol seemed so disjointed,
When as a kid I would sing it with delight
But felt strange to look out to a sun shinging bright.
Now I am living that dream, walking along
In a magical landscape of snow and of song.
The cars crawling by showing diamonds and rubies
It reminds me of Paris and Christmas time movies.
I walk on, my soul and lips singing,
From the beauty around and the joy of living.
And my mind drifts over the things I have seen
The places I saw, the fulfilling of dreams.
But my mind still drifts back to the fact I'm alone,
A Green Day song replaces my carolling drone.
I softly sing a Boulevard of Broken Dreams,
But even as I do I realise its not what it seems.
I've not always walked alone with only my heart,
My family and friends have played a huge part
In the joy I am feeling of having this dream
In this collage of light on white, not green.
The pain of the absence of company this night
Is washed away by sentiments which might seem trite
Of knowing there are those that think of my often
And into their hearts and lives I am woven.
I think of Christmas and how I'm never alone,
Of the beauty in life and examples shown
That with love and giving how the world seems so bright.
Just like this street filled with people and white.
I come to the end of Candy Cane Lane,
The lights were amazing on most window panes,
My smile is infectious, I've left others grinning
At this Austrlian guy who strolled along singing.
This is my White Christmas, I'm living my dreams.
I'm taking my time to see where life leads.
You are all with me inside of my heart,
Especially at this time, though we are miles apart.
First White Christmas
The snow smothered yards draw my eye.
The wind cuts cold, I seem to cry
Maybe I do, I'm often alone.
But I'm happy inside, just far from home.
And the people I love are not with me tonight
as I shuffle along, the strung lights so bright
Down Candy Cane Lane, the snow soft and falling,
The houses all dressed up, but my mind is broiling.
This is a dream, what I've always wanted,
Since 'White Christmas' the carol seemed so disjointed,
When as a kid I would sing it with delight
But felt strange to look out to a sun shinging bright.
Now I am living that dream, walking along
In a magical landscape of snow and of song.
The cars crawling by showing diamonds and rubies
It reminds me of Paris and Christmas time movies.
I walk on, my soul and lips singing,
From the beauty around and the joy of living.
And my mind drifts over the things I have seen
The places I saw, the fulfilling of dreams.
But my mind still drifts back to the fact I'm alone,
A Green Day song replaces my carolling drone.
I softly sing a Boulevard of Broken Dreams,
But even as I do I realise its not what it seems.
I've not always walked alone with only my heart,
My family and friends have played a huge part
In the joy I am feeling of having this dream
In this collage of light on white, not green.
The pain of the absence of company this night
Is washed away by sentiments which might seem trite
Of knowing there are those that think of my often
And into their hearts and lives I am woven.
I think of Christmas and how I'm never alone,
Of the beauty in life and examples shown
That with love and giving how the world seems so bright.
Just like this street filled with people and white.
I come to the end of Candy Cane Lane,
The lights were amazing on most window panes,
My smile is infectious, I've left others grinning
At this Austrlian guy who strolled along singing.
This is my White Christmas, I'm living my dreams.
I'm taking my time to see where life leads.
You are all with me inside of my heart,
Especially at this time, though we are miles apart.