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Hey guys. I hope you're doing well and if you're not your situation and mood changes asap.
My friend who I mentioned recently is doing better due to a few factors. With the illness being what it is I know they will have many more dips again and will endure some hard times. That's the way it is unfortunately. What I'm going to say to that person is what I'm going to say to you. Remember the good feelings you have had and good state of mind. That can be obtained yet again.
Anyway wishing you guys all the best and hopefully you have a trusted, positive confidant at hand so you don't have to keep everything in.
Good luck to all and speak soon.
Thanks a lot mate. I appreciate it.Absolute legend!
I lost my sister a few years back and had some challenging times. I can’t put anything as eloquently as this top bloke but you are not alone. Please message me if you need to vent or an ear. Take care
*en hell man. I feel for you. I'm glad you're in a better head space now and thanks for sharing that story. You've been through hell.first post here and I have to say it warms my heart reading some of the messages here from posters. Ill share my story in the hopes that even just 1 person may positively benefit from it. Never give up hope, there is always light.
About 18 months ago my life completely changed, i had a near-death experience in an overseas country. Had a very serious accident that left me with a badly broken pelvis, along with multiple head fractures. Being unable to move a muscle for the first week I developed bed sores and soon after an infection where i wasn't sure if I would come back home alive. Took me about 4 weeks until I could go to the toilet on my own again and another couple of months before I could walk. The Doctors said I could expect nerve damage and potentially have a colostomy. I thank God that wasn't the case and the only permanent injuries I now have is some lost flexibility in one leg and permanent tinnitus. After making a full recovery, I was in a bad head space for a good 6 months afterwards. As soon as I put myself in my parents position with the whole situation I just felt like complete s**t. Started not seeing my friends as often, skipping uni classes, and the times I did go out I would just get really anxious, especially around large crowds like a club/bar. Fast-forward now and I feel like im in a much better head space, don't really get any depressive thoughts as such, but I still get anxiety that I try to disguise. Currently reading 'The Art of Happiness' & I cant recommend it highly enough. Very good read that just had me thinking in a positive perspective and whenever I do get negative thoughts I think back to the principles discussed in this book and it really does help me.
The only other message I can say is just to show compassion to others. Doing good things makes you feel good. Look after your family and friends and appreciate the imperfections of nature.
Still getting used to talking about s**t.If you cant bear your soul on the internet where can you do it?
BigFooty is great for that I reckon.
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All good. Ive found that most people on here want to help or at least listen and offer P.Ms if needed.Still getting used to talking about s**t.
Still getting used to talking about s**t.
Thanks mate I really appreciate it.You have done really well reaching out here. Takes a lot to be honest. Be proud of yourself.
I had plenty of weeks like you describe. I really had to push myself getting into work, Doing housework, into the gym, eating healthy and going for walks with the missus and Son. It is incredibly difficult at times to push yourself especially at the beginning but it does get easier.
Found cutting out booze to be the best thing I have done during this time. I even had a few Sat and woke up Sun/Mon feeling really depressed. Will probably stay sober for quite sometime now.
You are more than welcome to message me if you want to chat. Happy to lend an ear. You’ve done really well opening up and are not alone
Thanks mate I really appreciate it.
I knew all that, and I don't mean that like its useless advice. It's great advice, I think I just needed to hear it to reinforce it in my own mind if that makes any sense.
I tend to walk my dogs every night at about 1am for about a couple of hours due to not being able to sleep, and I've never felt shitty on a walk, so what you're saying makes perfect sense. I think trying to correct my eating or lack thereof is probably in order. Might give up booze for a while too, see how that goes. I might have a drink or two to try and sleep, and always wake up worse for it, it's just hard to snap out of those bad habits sometimes.
I think most of us here probably know we aren't alone, but when you're trying to hide it from the people you're close to it can feel pretty isolating. A self imposed isolation, but u enjoyable none the less.
I think I just need to give myself a figurative slap across the face sometimes and act on the things I know works. Your reply was an appropriate mind slap so cheers mate. Sort of reminded me that I'm still in control regardless of what I'm whining about at the time haha.
Sorry to hear that mate. I'm not all that good at "consoling talk" I'm afraid haha. I get it though. Only having a few days of respite per months long blocks is so draining physically and emotionally it leaves you completely empty. Frozen is a great word to describe how it feels.You know what, telling people the first time is the hardest thing. Admitting you have a problem is ******* hard. I've dealt with bad anxiety and depression for 10 years internally up until a month ago when I knew this time it was worse than before and that I may not come out of it. Having 3-4 ok days in a 4 month period left me with nothing left emotionally. I was the same as you the last few months, simple tasks become mountainous and I found that I was often frozen and unable to function normally. I was able to mask it really well in social situations like daily work but shutdown completely when at home.
I told my folks on the weekend that i've got depression and anxiety problems, that i've had to seek professional help for it and I have to say it was a mighty weight lifted off the shoulders. Maybe instead of hiding the issue you need to be open about it? It might help set your mind free.
Like you i've found walking the dog really helps. I try and go down the beach each morning/night.
Sorry to hear that mate. I'm not all that good at "consoling talk" I'm afraid haha. I get it though. Only having a few days of respite per months long blocks is so draining physically and emotionally it leaves you completely empty. Frozen is a great word to describe how it feels.
I felt a little silly after posting my initial post, because as soon as I posted it I felt slightly better, much like you described, like a weight was lifted. A portion, but enough that it is evidence to me that talking about it will probably do more good than harm.
I don't have any family so my friends are my family, I would like to be able to talk to them about this, I just can't get past the hurdle of knowing that a couple of them are suffering also and are pretty open about it. I don't want to be that guy that just piles onto people. I don't want them to even have to consider that I might have a case of the boohoos our whatever when they are struggling themselves. I know they'd be happy to help, I just can't bring myself to do it. I think that's part of the reason I'm still in this thread replying, the anonymity here sort of allows me to unload a little without the pressure of having my name attached to it. And you guys are a good group.
If it's not too personal and believe me I understand if it is, but what was your folks reaction to you telling them that?
Yeah getting down to the beach with the hounds is great. A little adventure separate from everything with your best mates. Just a nice escape. It'd be nice if you could just keep walking with them endlessly and live in that moment of peace. There should just be dogs and puppies stationed everywhere, that'd go a long way to cheering people up I reckon.
I look at what I've written here and previously and I just think "Jesus dude get a grip" but the fact I have written as much as I have when normally I'd be horrified to even allude to any of this shows me that you are all right. Talking about it helps.
It's something you hear all the time, talk about it, talk about it. It sounds stupid to me, but they aren't wrong. Baby steps.
sorry mate I only just saw this. I would have replied earlier.At a loose end now a days. Enjoy my job but sick of the bullshit tired of my living arrangements but not sure where to locate and doubting my ability to even hold a job which would enable me to move. Would love the beach. Never been the type to get lonely as I'm very stubborn and need my own time but @ my age starting to feel it. It would be nice to meet someone but I'm honestly too stressed atm and screwed up in general. Thx for the rant