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I have just got back from tennis having, for the third time this year, ****ed something in my back.
Last summer I was playing pennant. Now I am losing club matches to pushers my own age and older. I struggle for months to get fit and as soon as I do I get injured again. I can't move, I can't get core rotation, I can't hit a kick serve to save my life because I can't get any back arch. Forget about form, I'm struggling to stay on the court.
I do yoga. I do martial arts. I stretch before and after exercising and I exercise every day. Every time I get injured I put on kilos and every time I work like a mofo to drop them again to ensure I'm in good physical condition. I have had my coach remodel my service action. I have no idea what else to do. I am only ****ing 27. This should not be happening.
I get out on that court and I simply cannot do things that I know I should be able to do. It is immensely frustrating. I really cannot deal with it any more. I don't care about losing but I care about not being able to do things because my body is letting me down.
What the **** do I do? Someone please tell me. I mean, I am not a great athlete but physical fitness, playing sport and feeling healthy has always been a massive part of who I am. Every time this happens I stack on weight, can't do anything I enjoy and generally wind up depressed. Do I just give up tennis altogether? If not, how do I come to terms with the fact I am a guy in his 20s seemingly stuck in the body of someone in his late 30s? I'm sure I'm not the only person to go through this.
I don't know if anyone has any insight but **** I just needed to rant. I'm ****ing over it. **** this shit, I'm ****ing off to get ****ing pissed.
****.
Last summer I was playing pennant. Now I am losing club matches to pushers my own age and older. I struggle for months to get fit and as soon as I do I get injured again. I can't move, I can't get core rotation, I can't hit a kick serve to save my life because I can't get any back arch. Forget about form, I'm struggling to stay on the court.
I do yoga. I do martial arts. I stretch before and after exercising and I exercise every day. Every time I get injured I put on kilos and every time I work like a mofo to drop them again to ensure I'm in good physical condition. I have had my coach remodel my service action. I have no idea what else to do. I am only ****ing 27. This should not be happening.
I get out on that court and I simply cannot do things that I know I should be able to do. It is immensely frustrating. I really cannot deal with it any more. I don't care about losing but I care about not being able to do things because my body is letting me down.
What the **** do I do? Someone please tell me. I mean, I am not a great athlete but physical fitness, playing sport and feeling healthy has always been a massive part of who I am. Every time this happens I stack on weight, can't do anything I enjoy and generally wind up depressed. Do I just give up tennis altogether? If not, how do I come to terms with the fact I am a guy in his 20s seemingly stuck in the body of someone in his late 30s? I'm sure I'm not the only person to go through this.
I don't know if anyone has any insight but **** I just needed to rant. I'm ****ing over it. **** this shit, I'm ****ing off to get ****ing pissed.
****.










