Hey guys, wouldn't mind your opinions on this.
For the last 15 years or so i have felt nothing at christmas. You know the family thing, presents and all that. My family has always had fights, siblings living on the other side of the world. Again another christmas comes around and i feel nothing. I don't even want to go to the family get together. (whatever is left that is).
This year, i have bought no one including my partner presents. I feel if i don't feel anything then why should i buy anyone something. No one ever buys me anything anyway. Am i being selfish? Should i seek help?
I don't care for myself, i just don't want to ruin my partners christmas all the time.
For the last 15 years or so i have felt nothing at christmas. You know the family thing, presents and all that. My family has always had fights, siblings living on the other side of the world. Again another christmas comes around and i feel nothing. I don't even want to go to the family get together. (whatever is left that is).
This year, i have bought no one including my partner presents. I feel if i don't feel anything then why should i buy anyone something. No one ever buys me anything anyway. Am i being selfish? Should i seek help?
I don't care for myself, i just don't want to ruin my partners christmas all the time.