Yeah, I know.Mate that internal voice is a part of you...not listening to what a part of you is saying is like ignoring a broken arm because the useless campaigner is not working how you would like it to...
Without knowing your situation I would be inclined to listen and try and deal with that internal voice before it manifests as a full blown shouting argument...
Just ignoring that voice helps me get on with my life, compared to when I used to listen to it and hate myself and everyone else and life in general.
Was only functioning as a shadow of a person. Couldn't even have a general conversation with people because I had no interest or opinion in anything.
Used to have to get pissed before I even turned up to a party because being a drunken idiot was as close to being a "normal" person as I could get.
And then I'd be so much worse the next morning, thinking of the fool I'd made of myself and the voice telling me how worthless I was.
I've mentioned this to my wife, but she just doesn't get it. I mentioned it to my sister and she says I should give the voice a name and acknowledge that its there, and that it's just one of those eternally negative nancies that can never be positive about anything ( such as we sometimes come across on BF). That is sort of what I already do, but haven't given it a name. Most of the time its fairly dormant, but I remember it perking up quite loudly about 6 months ago. That was when I realised how good I had become at ignoring it.